Overachiever...I really am crazy I think. I did the whole bible study thing and prayed and such and really i went beyond what I thought I would ever be comfortable doing. Then I got up at 5:15 and well I feel fine I'm not really tired actually I'm way more awake than I have been in a really long time and I really just feel great! Who said overachieving was a bad?!?!?!?!

This week I'm starting over. I'm going to do everything I can to be my best and glorify God in everything I say and everything I do. I even started a prayer journal (not that I haven't started them before) and I feel really good about it!

Speaking of overachieving I really need to finish these research projects that are due October 6th. I've been putting them off because I didn't fully understand them and  I'm a bit of a perfectionist when it comes to this kind of thing. I can handle not having all the directions but I like to know what I'm doing. That's what's so great about the Bible. It's all spelled out for you. You just have to look for it.

Yesterday I found something dramatic out. The boy I thought I was dating, suddenly changes his relationship status to "in a relationship" with Kristi something or other. I wasn't happy. I'm not happy actually. But I only cried a little. He obviously wasn't worth my time. He lives like 3 hours away so I was just trying to trust him, and I was doing pretty good considering trusting doesn't come easy to me. I'm not going to let this break my resolve to trust more though. I'm just not going to crawl into a hole cause he lied. That's just not me.

I'm really excited for the home swim meet tomorrow and then the one in point on Thursday. I don't know why, maybe so I can take my frustrations out on the water or something like this. Or maybe I just love swimming.

It's just another manic Monday. I'm off to school, ready for my head to be filled with knowledge that I'm just going to forget or that I don't believe. Maybe the next thing I should work on is a positive attitude about learning...but lets not get ahead of ourselves here.